Unrequited LoveUnrequited love should be banned,It leaves you with nothing,But the longing to hold a hand,With pain twisted through your chest,Writhing and clawing at your heart,Until its a bloody mess,And shatters you as if you are made of glass,As you are left to toil and wonder,Over what you really haveThe thing about love is,Unrequited or not,Its not only painful,But it makes you cry a lot,The tightening in your chest,The empty gaping wounds of loneliness,But it also fills you with a warm you never knew your soul could bare,And fills you with dreams you dream arent just surreal.It makes you treasure each day more,Hungering to find the most scared moment in life,Pained with desire and snuggled in anxiety,It really makes you realize,That time is short,Distance grows longer,But love,Well,Even agonizing,Can never die.Unrequited love,The hurt runs deep,But the beauty is so powerful,It moves you to tears,And everyone who looks in your eyes and sees it th
Bare HeartUnneeded love is what you are.A substitute, of my love this is a far.Unnecessary,It would be best for you to leave me.Abandon me,Leave me to die,So that I would not have to see you cry.It seems as if I care,Yet my heart still feels so bare.Bare of emotion and feeling,empty.I do not want you to leave,Yet it would be best for you,not me.You are not worth this.I cause you pain and suffering.You are not the one who is worthless.
I WonderI wonder if you care for meAs much as you say you doI wonder if you think of meAs much as I do youI wonder what you really thinkAnd how you truly feelI wonder about our friendshipIs it a lie or is it real?I wonder if you'd miss meIf I were to disappearI wonder what your reaction'd beIf you'd shed a single tearI wonder if it pains youTo see me in despairI wonder if you meant itWhen you said you'd always be thereI wonder if you love meAs much as I love youI wonder if you'd stayIf everything about me, you knewI wonder if you're tiredOf my insecurityI wonder if I mean to youAs much as you mean to me.
Trapped in Two WorldsYou know something changedThe thin line between dream and reality came undoneEverything became blurredTime wasn't there anymore, as if it had never existedDifferent parts of different things blendedTurning into a different, weird and unrecognizable wholeMy body didn't belong to meMy legs had a life of their ownMy voice was like this unrecognizable sound coming outfrom a tape recorderThe sounds were unknown to my earsThe environment was strange to my eyesI was trapped in two different worlds at the same time againAnd I didn't know how to tell the difference between one and another written in august 13, 2010
Reflections Reflections in water that memorizes our faces and locks thoughts in our minds. Reflections of what we've gained and what we've become. Reflections of how strong one can become. Reflections that can't be controlled.
Lost At SeaTogether we will search and findTo try to solve the mysteries of timeAnd together we will sail the seaTo a place where there's only you and meTogether we will board the shoreOf places never seen beforeAnd together we will run and flyUnderneath the big blue skyTogether we will fight the tideUntil we run out of places to hideAnd together we will make our homeIn a place we've always knownTogether we will raise the sailAnd know our journey will never failAnd together we will ride through daysUntil we've founds our own waysTogether we will sleep at nightAnd see the stars that are pure delightAnd together we will sleep and dreamUntil everything becomes as it seemsTogether we will scream and fightOur only defenses to kick and biteAnd together we will overcomeEverything previously undoneTogether we will bear the lifeThat brings along all the strifeAnd together we will begin anewBecause there will forever be a me and youTogether we will still surviveAnd reach the pl
Mad as a HatterMad as a Hatter"My lovely Alice I must speak to you true,I kneel down on one knee,I kiss the tip of your shoe.I must say that I am nothing, nothing without you.My teapot, Alice my dear ,Is the emptiest of empty without you near,And I must confess I dreamed of you too,You make me mad as a hatter and Alice , I love you."" Hatter , I have nothing but a tissue to lendWhy must we go back into this old trend?You know what I think of you,Not but a dear dear friendAnd I'm sorry so sorry if I hurt you tooBut my love, my sweet love, it isn't for you.."" I understand Alice my beautiful girl,Your words sting,Make my toes curl,But I will never be put out and you know it too,You have feelings so strongAnd you'll never leave,No matter what you doSo why Alice do you kid me and you?I know that you love me, and dear Alice I do too!"" Hatter please! You know it cannot beI live here you live thereAnd you're right I'll never fleeBut I cannot stay here,Not with you,Not ever!I m
Always Happy, Never HappyIt's my purpose in lifeTo always remain cheerful;I feel way more than obligated to do soEven if I don't desperately need to.I feel as though my friends depend on it,Seeing my cheery face every morning,No matter how much is wrong with me inside.
SuicideA noteA farewellForeverInto the voidThe endOf lifeOf painOf feelingSo many waysSo many emotionsTurmoil never endingNo helpNone wantedTo passAwayUnhinderedFrom feelings ofInadequacyHelplessnessIdiocyA way outAwayFrom the jeersForm the tearsFrom the cuts and bruisesA failed attemptPerhaps a cry for helpNoSimply a failureAnotherFailureAdded to the listOne more reasonFor the tourniquetThe sweet kissThe final danceBefore takingA handThe handOf the faceless strangerThe endDarkness perhapsOr lightThe unknownThis fearWill the hand flinchAway from conclusionA moment of indecisionEnough to saveMaybeAway from the end